It’s hurt so deeply
The act of loving someone can hurt us so deeply…
It hurts to know that my beloved grandma pass away suddenly…
It hurts because i didn’t get that chance to say my last loving words to her…
It hurts to know that my aunty pass away after 2 weeks of my grandma funeral…
It is hurts to know that my uncle was crying so badly….
It hurts when my beloved decided to further his study in US….
It hurts when he ignore me before he leave simply because he is being too stress, what i need is just more time before he leave…
It hurts because we have been together for quite sometimes and now i feel like he is going to disappear from my world..
It hurts when the trust between us was gone…
It hurts to fall for someone you so desire but he doesn’t response much…
It just hurt so deeply… i am so… so… tired of loving… i felt like giving up on love…
Why if i may ask? Is love that difficult?
Is this my vocation… is this my learning… of learning of how to love unconditionally… of learning of how to love without expectation in return… is this the highest form of love that i must master… will i have to continue such learnings until i’ve got it… ???
Well, i guess this is the first time i am sharing with you my inner most feelings… and it makes me shed a tear as i write the above because it is so painful… but i just want to let you know that i love you all unconditionally…!!!
May 8th, 2007 at 3:50 am
My dear, take it easy, time will cure ur hurt. Let thing flow naturely
May 8th, 2007 at 7:18 pm
If you love someone, but the timing’s never right, then there’s a reason….
Love put those obstacles in your way to see how badly you both wanted it.
Be bold, be brave!